today

i wrote your name on paper today
i wrote it on the wall
vandalized everything with a name
the one i couldnt forget about
just cant think of anything else..
nothing at all.

you have given me a clear view
of love, pain and joy
'the word that makes me crawl,
the vision of you bleeding...'
looked at the mirror today,
i thought i saw you

hallucination
i thought you were still here..

i drew your picture today,
im sucker,
it didnt look like you
but i loved it anyway,
reminded me of you..
wish you were here today.
*112804.

im a lonely tree, standing in a corner still.. waiting for the summer days. but who cares if i cry a thousand cries? nobody would even try to talk to me..
i hope someday that my life would be okay.. even if for just one day, for just one day..

reminiscing..

-+reish.112904.