college dream machine

in my dream machine
i dream of a place
where troubles have anything
anything, but a face.

i wish to go off
to a land of spring sakuras
where snow alls
and heaven is with the tempuras :D

if only my world was greener
then i could afford
the dream i dreamt of a million years ago
and then i'd keep my word.

with my dream machine,
i do nothing but dream
but nothing comes true,
that's how it all seems.
i just hope the battery's dead
and one day my dreams will be real
right now i just wish i was faking,
hoping i could not feel.

sayonara.
nippon.

halu-halong ramblings. :P
-krishna.27mar06.

Ze Zhitara

And I lie on your neck just because,
You make me feel alive.
I hang by your strings just because,
You sing to me perfectly...
Your voice returns the strength of my heart
Your melody leaves me ready for another battle
You sing a song and I smile
Just because,
You treat me like a master of nothing,
Nothing but will.

...The will to make the music louder,
The will to make the soul stronger,
The will not to give up each time,
And try to make things better.

And I lie on your strings just because,
You make me feel alive.

-+reish.25mar06.

MyPrayer

Even a sinner prays
Even a sinner weeps
Even a sinner rejects the evil one's call.
I am a sinner but here I lay down my prayer
On my knees I weep
On my knees I beg,
Begging for the only thing I need
Begging for the only thing I lack
Begging for the only thing I lost after everything,
After gaining fear
After breaking the heart
After finding happiness in what is short-lived
Here, I, the sinner, lies
I rest and bow on my knees
I pray,
Dear Mighty One,
Bring me back my sanity,
My salvation,
My faith.

-+reish.24mar06.

zero3-zero1-9teen-9teen-twenty5

Coz you're not with me anymore
And I am loved by you no longer
Gone is that bliss of love that I cherished the most
Gone are the smiles and touch of yours that loved me so
Gone is your love
And now I feel so alone.

Thoughts of you still haunt me
Til now I stop to think of the memories
I thought I have moved on
I thought you have become a mere companion
I thought you have become nothing.
But your nothingness
Is disturbing.
My sanity clings on the hope of being loved
By you.

And no other.

Care to love me?
Even just for today...
Just today.
Just one more day.
I long for that special bliss.

-+reish.22mar06.