Drink my gore.

Nothing but tears to fill me up
Oh my dear liar
My beloved imp
It did make me cry
Tore me up
Broke me down
Loved no grace
Hatred was found
A nil that made one suffer
A spirit that would have given up
But no,
The rei goes on
And the kismet shall be found
A future to embrace
A vim so dark
Yet so strong
Eventually, yes, I may fall
But to rise is a goal
Oh suffering tears
I thank thee
For making a whole new stronger me
Nothing else but tears and thanks
To this curse that passed my way
Adieu to you dear liar
Forget you I will
Love you I won't
Kill you I may
And a smile to you I'll offer.
*030504

haha..
Pretty gross title, huh?
Well what can I say... at that time I couldn't think of a good title,
(stupid excuse, huh? yeah, reality is stupid.) and I ended up with 'Drink My Gore.'
Say 'eew' all you want... I don't really care. ^^
I have done that before. Haha.. ^^

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Mushy But True.

I think I'm losing my strength again
What you're doing signals me to beware
It's getting too risky
I don't think I'm ready to lose
I'm too weak
I'm not ready to lose you
I'm so not ready
I have gathered up my defences
But infront ofyou
I am nothing but bare and weak
I have revealed myself far enough
I know you know it.
I'm turning back,
Or simply pausing right here
It's too risky for me
I just can't lose you
You're far too important
I'll take all the torment
Throw me the rocks
I'll carry them all
Just stay beside me;
I'll be fine
You're all I need
You are my strength
And losing you
Would be losing all I have.

It's mushy I tell you.. MUSHY!!

Eck.!

AaAaHhH!! *freaked out..*

>.<

I did this..?

Haha..

I am so dizzy.

Why do I keep disowning myself..?

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I can't sleep.

Thoughts of you just racing through my mind..
I can't sleep
Can't sleep
It's the middle of the night
I'm not sleepy,
I still have you to think of

I'm not confused anymore
Now I know it's true
This is true.

You keep me smiling
Yet you make me cry
Thinking you'll be gone soon
I feel torment beside me
But woth you right now
Makes things go easy

Please don't go
Don't leave me here alone -
I'm too selfish

I can't expect anything in return
I couldn't; I shouldn't
Just accept this,
And I'll be fine,
I'll hold on to you so we won't break apart
I'll try it one more time.

..I'm not satisfied with this. Probably I was too sleepy to think. Haha..

^^

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Now this is the place where I'll be stacking up some of my writings. Underneath it all... see a part of me, where truths and lies untangle then collide.
^^
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point zero

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